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Dear Angga,

i wonder if you'll find another girl, seroisuly you're status that you've wrote just makes me sick. just wait me 4 months again..let me tell you everything about these feelings. i want you to know everything about me and my feelings. why july ? cause july is your birthday.
it will surprise you...

Dear Angga,

Hari ini saya belajar menggambar bersama sunu.
Saya juga berharap suatu saat nanti saya bisa belajar lebih banyak lagi bersama kamu.
Setiap saya bertemu sunu saya tidak lagi menanyakan mengenai Angga Wijaya,
Saya tau dia mulai bosan mendengar cerita saya.
Jadi saya membuat keputusan untuk diam.
Diam saya bukan hanya sekedar "diam" tetapi didalam hati saya berdoa.
Mungkin saya bisa melihat mu dan memastikan kamu sedang apa atau ada dimana
atau hanya sekedar melihat kamu dari kejauhan.
Saya sebenarnya ingin melewati tempat dimana kamu berada, terkadang kamu bersama teman-temanmu.
Saya malu, saya takut kalau nantinya teman-temanmu mengolok-ngolok.
Saya takut kalau nantinya kamu tidak suka dengan keberadaan saya yang sengaja melewati tempat
dimana kamu dan teman-temanmu sedang bekumpul.
Saya memmikirkan perasaan kamu, saya takut nantinya kamu merasa risih.

Dear Angga,

last night i saw you , seriously...it's not like a dream.
unfortunately its only a dream :(
you with you're blue jeans jacket.
i wouldn't wake up if its only just a deram.
i wish i could see you more more and more.
my head is full of you..

today, i saw you . it's REAL !! seriously real, not a dream anymore.
i saw you with your brown t-shirt..
i feel like dejavu.
your tshirt remind me of something...do you still remember ??
"i used to hide and watch you from a distance #pria berbaju warna coklat"
 for the first time you commented on my status.
ohh god...i wish i could turn back the time when we met.
i walked down slowly...my heart beat so fast really faster !!
that's you !! but suddenly your gone ?? i don't know where you go?
i thought you're still there with your friends.
my friend told me that i'm crazy..too much thinking about you.
NO I'M NOT!! i know you're there...

we both need to talk, i hope someday...

Dear Angga,

yesterday i met your friend, daniel.
he walked then say hay to me...
one hour later i saw him at hima.
i looked that there's no one at hima's pendopo, just daniel.
so i walked with my friends ( like usually)
suddenly daniel said "yah ampyangnya gak ada disini ghie" he smiled
"so where's is he ?" i asked and smiled too
"he's in front of majors with the others."
"ohhh okeeyy...i've to go with my friends." i smiled
"okeeyy byeee"

in few second later "ghie ini ampanggggg!!!"
my head truns into hima and i saw you !!
YESS YOU !!!
oh mys goshhhhhhhhhhh...that's you, angga :)
meskipun hanya melihat dari kejauhan, kamu dengan kemeja kotak-kotak itu saya lega !
how much i miss youuuuuuu !!

Dear Angga,

ohhh i still remember every word that you said.
"anda hanya mengaumi saya"
setiap saya membaca pesan itu, saya menagis.
and i wish you could dry the tears that i've cried.
we both need to talk, but i don't know. how ?
now you're totally different.
it's really hard to make all the conversation from beginning.

every words that you've wrote on your fb's status i really want to know..
where are you?  what are you doin? and bla bla bla bla bla....
now, you're in jogja. i know that's your fav place, that's your fav city.
i wish i could go with you.
maybe someday...ohh hopefully someday :)

have a great trip in jogja :)
back to compus soon !!

i miss you...

Dear Angga,

i want you to know how much i love you.
its scary, really scary. im scared of myself and i'm so scared of you.
YOU, because you mean so much to me.
just don't go away, okey ?
im terrified of the day when you realise who i am.
Angga Wijaya....you're my type ! seriously you're the man who really i want.

have a nice trip in Solo :)
i miss you

Dear Angga,

i've never seen you almost 2 weeks.
where are you ??
sometimes when i met my friend, sunu..i just asked to him "where's angga? is he oke?"
terkadang saya tidak berani berjalan menuju arah dimana kamu berada, entah apa yang
membuat saya takut. Oke, now everything's so different !! really different.
bisanya setiap sore kamu duduk dibawah pohon, asik berbicara dengan teman-temanmu.
we like to play hide and seek...