letter to you.....

by

Dear Angga,


why you just judge me from one side ?
why you didn't understand about my position ?
it's really hard for me as a girl who loving someone like you.
i didn't mean that i couldn't be myself when i'm with you.
everything takes time...

i've had a crush on you since we met.
my past is really bad.
that's why i'd never want to say anything first to you.
including..that i love you.

"i really want to know about him"
"i really want to talk to him''
"i want someone like him"
that's all my prayer all the time when we'd never met each other.
and now, i really know you even you're never tell me who you are.
i'm so happy to met you...really happy...
and i'm so thankful to god...finally...

But why you told me that i just adore you ?
just because we've the same taste of music ? or whatever..
i swear that's not the point at all.
just because i'm too awkward ?
just because i'm too shy ?
seriously i never want to act like this.
i realized that i'm not drunk and i'm not drunker .

Now..my heart is broken with thousand pieces.

-G-